What did I learn today

First idea of blogging occurred to me when I read a classmate's blog...shucks he writes so well.. and also Sharanya's blog made me think...chal lets put my thoughts down.
In exactly 90 days I hope to be in London enroute to Madrid. Lets hope it all goes well.
This month has been hectic...actually ever since I got the admission its been a whirlwind ride.
Atmadarshan is a great experience so far. Learning more each day is just awesome. The feeling of being able to create so much value for this baby of RK and Venkat is exhilarating. Wish could stay long to see more of our projects through. But some decisions are taken and it feels like a risk, but its a bigger risk not taking these decisions.
The feeling of uncertainty along with the excitement of seeing a new world is mind boggling, the mind wants to hold to negative thoughts and the intellect seeing the positive rational things. This play of the mind and intellect is an ongoing process. Each time one of them wins. Practicality prevails.
Lots to do in the next 90 days. Divided into 3 parts of 30 days each. 30 full days to Atma Darshan travelling to Kailash, 30 days to Family and 30 days of working my ass off. Where is the time left for me, I think? But each time I think that, there is another thought, make each moment for yourself. There will be lots of time for me if I make each one count. Make each one a learning one. This is what I will take with me for life. What have I learnt out of this experience? Am I going to move ahead or move behind in my evolution?
Today I learnt that some relationships need to go through some strains to become stronger. Responsibilities when done, give a feeling of extreme joy and satisfaction. Karna hai,darna nahi. Spanish lessons are not easy to learn. Writing a blog is good.