Challenges and joys

Every day is a new beginning, but its also a new challenge. And how I get through it is what I need to review. This blog is a good medium to sit back and take a stock of how the day has been and what challenges have been overcome or which challenges overcame me.
Was sure I could cool down the heated up Surendra from his un-necessary shouting, but it was not easy for me to overcome my own feelings. Its not easy to overcome the challenge of wanting to do many things but dont get down to doing it.
Why does it be that what you want so bad doesn't come to you, but what you kind of don't really really want chases you. Sharanya's words come to my mind at this point, "when you truly stop looking or finding or searching, the right comes your way, MAYA is very tricky that way." Thanks Sharanya! This mind plays tricks and one part knows things are not going to happen, but the other part wants it to happen so bad. Then again there is something that I believe in... what you think you manifest. So what I cannot overcome is why doesn't everything I think, manifests? Will have to think deeper about it. I should be happy that some things at least manifest.
Like today, I was constantly hoping and praying that Meeru gets through her interview at Irevna and there it was manifested. As soon as she told me that she was through the computer test, I was just dead sure that shes got the job. Later on she told me she had an interview also. (I think she told me that time only, but was overjoyed and on the highway to hear beyond) HAPPY IS ME. So for the higher good, things do work out. Keep at it.
The meeting with Dr. Vilas was really encouraging. The challenge of overcoming the first client was great. The sense of achievement was good. He is very spiritually enlightened person. Would be a great person to join in.
The challenge of managing family life and work life is a daily one. But over the last few days, the circumstances are making me take up responsibility at home, and deep down I'm happy about it. Its a big challenge and over coming it one step at a time, without knowing how many steps are there is fun.
Facing challenges and experiencing joys will continue. What I have started to observe-is the self behind all these experiences. Am I the challenger or am I the happy person? Keep at it Mr. Bhatia, at least you have started to observe.