Where to get inspiration from when you start the day with a negative note? I am lucky to have my inspiration intact. When you cannot draw from the self, turn to your close friend, and then just the spark from them gets you going.
Today was the first day of meeting the CEOs with ITC. CEO to koi milla nahi but the secretaries were met. Hence totally un-productive as far as the hit rate went. Time is running short and now pulling out all stops to make this happen. What does it take to make it happen. Call all your contacts and get the meetings in. Only the real decision makers have to be involved. But we have to get our ass moving. Thank God for this wake up call. Now action is what is going to get done. I am happy that we finally getting focused.
What did I learn today? Don't expect things to just happen. You have to get there and get it done yourself. And when you realise it, it makes you feel more responsible. Actually all your irresponsibility and earlier mistakes can get wiped out. Thats what you like, isn't it? Challenges are good. But do you make the situation become a challenge by procrastinating it? Maybe true, maybe false. But I have seen that its only when there is a challenge and all is ALMOST lost, that I can come up on trumps. So once more its come to that. Lets Do it. Pull out all the stops and get work done. Darne ka nahi. Lots is dependent on this. But don't do it as your life depends on it. Have faith and do your best. With a free soul and best efforts, there is only bound to be success.
Many emotions through this day. Unhappy, negative, mocking, slowly accepting, stock taking, action taking, happy. Nice! As long as you happy, thats what we looking for in life.
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
Friday, June 22, 2007
Challenges and joys
Every day is a new beginning, but its also a new challenge. And how I get through it is what I need to review. This blog is a good medium to sit back and take a stock of how the day has been and what challenges have been overcome or which challenges overcame me.
Was sure I could cool down the heated up Surendra from his un-necessary shouting, but it was not easy for me to overcome my own feelings. Its not easy to overcome the challenge of wanting to do many things but dont get down to doing it.
Why does it be that what you want so bad doesn't come to you, but what you kind of don't really really want chases you. Sharanya's words come to my mind at this point, "when you truly stop looking or finding or searching, the right comes your way, MAYA is very tricky that way." Thanks Sharanya! This mind plays tricks and one part knows things are not going to happen, but the other part wants it to happen so bad. Then again there is something that I believe in... what you think you manifest. So what I cannot overcome is why doesn't everything I think, manifests? Will have to think deeper about it. I should be happy that some things at least manifest.
Like today, I was constantly hoping and praying that Meeru gets through her interview at Irevna and there it was manifested. As soon as she told me that she was through the computer test, I was just dead sure that shes got the job. Later on she told me she had an interview also. (I think she told me that time only, but was overjoyed and on the highway to hear beyond) HAPPY IS ME. So for the higher good, things do work out. Keep at it.
The meeting with Dr. Vilas was really encouraging. The challenge of overcoming the first client was great. The sense of achievement was good. He is very spiritually enlightened person. Would be a great person to join in.
The challenge of managing family life and work life is a daily one. But over the last few days, the circumstances are making me take up responsibility at home, and deep down I'm happy about it. Its a big challenge and over coming it one step at a time, without knowing how many steps are there is fun.
Facing challenges and experiencing joys will continue. What I have started to observe-is the self behind all these experiences. Am I the challenger or am I the happy person? Keep at it Mr. Bhatia, at least you have started to observe.
Was sure I could cool down the heated up Surendra from his un-necessary shouting, but it was not easy for me to overcome my own feelings. Its not easy to overcome the challenge of wanting to do many things but dont get down to doing it.
Why does it be that what you want so bad doesn't come to you, but what you kind of don't really really want chases you. Sharanya's words come to my mind at this point, "when you truly stop looking or finding or searching, the right comes your way, MAYA is very tricky that way." Thanks Sharanya! This mind plays tricks and one part knows things are not going to happen, but the other part wants it to happen so bad. Then again there is something that I believe in... what you think you manifest. So what I cannot overcome is why doesn't everything I think, manifests? Will have to think deeper about it. I should be happy that some things at least manifest.
Like today, I was constantly hoping and praying that Meeru gets through her interview at Irevna and there it was manifested. As soon as she told me that she was through the computer test, I was just dead sure that shes got the job. Later on she told me she had an interview also. (I think she told me that time only, but was overjoyed and on the highway to hear beyond) HAPPY IS ME. So for the higher good, things do work out. Keep at it.
The meeting with Dr. Vilas was really encouraging. The challenge of overcoming the first client was great. The sense of achievement was good. He is very spiritually enlightened person. Would be a great person to join in.
The challenge of managing family life and work life is a daily one. But over the last few days, the circumstances are making me take up responsibility at home, and deep down I'm happy about it. Its a big challenge and over coming it one step at a time, without knowing how many steps are there is fun.
Facing challenges and experiencing joys will continue. What I have started to observe-is the self behind all these experiences. Am I the challenger or am I the happy person? Keep at it Mr. Bhatia, at least you have started to observe.
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
What did I learn today
First idea of blogging occurred to me when I read a classmate's blog...shucks he writes so well.. and also Sharanya's blog made me think...chal lets put my thoughts down.
In exactly 90 days I hope to be in London enroute to Madrid. Lets hope it all goes well.
This month has been hectic...actually ever since I got the admission its been a whirlwind ride.
Atmadarshan is a great experience so far. Learning more each day is just awesome. The feeling of being able to create so much value for this baby of RK and Venkat is exhilarating. Wish could stay long to see more of our projects through. But some decisions are taken and it feels like a risk, but its a bigger risk not taking these decisions.
The feeling of uncertainty along with the excitement of seeing a new world is mind boggling, the mind wants to hold to negative thoughts and the intellect seeing the positive rational things. This play of the mind and intellect is an ongoing process. Each time one of them wins. Practicality prevails.
Lots to do in the next 90 days. Divided into 3 parts of 30 days each. 30 full days to Atma Darshan travelling to Kailash, 30 days to Family and 30 days of working my ass off. Where is the time left for me, I think? But each time I think that, there is another thought, make each moment for yourself. There will be lots of time for me if I make each one count. Make each one a learning one. This is what I will take with me for life. What have I learnt out of this experience? Am I going to move ahead or move behind in my evolution?
Today I learnt that some relationships need to go through some strains to become stronger. Responsibilities when done, give a feeling of extreme joy and satisfaction. Karna hai,darna nahi. Spanish lessons are not easy to learn. Writing a blog is good.
In exactly 90 days I hope to be in London enroute to Madrid. Lets hope it all goes well.
This month has been hectic...actually ever since I got the admission its been a whirlwind ride.
Atmadarshan is a great experience so far. Learning more each day is just awesome. The feeling of being able to create so much value for this baby of RK and Venkat is exhilarating. Wish could stay long to see more of our projects through. But some decisions are taken and it feels like a risk, but its a bigger risk not taking these decisions.
The feeling of uncertainty along with the excitement of seeing a new world is mind boggling, the mind wants to hold to negative thoughts and the intellect seeing the positive rational things. This play of the mind and intellect is an ongoing process. Each time one of them wins. Practicality prevails.
Lots to do in the next 90 days. Divided into 3 parts of 30 days each. 30 full days to Atma Darshan travelling to Kailash, 30 days to Family and 30 days of working my ass off. Where is the time left for me, I think? But each time I think that, there is another thought, make each moment for yourself. There will be lots of time for me if I make each one count. Make each one a learning one. This is what I will take with me for life. What have I learnt out of this experience? Am I going to move ahead or move behind in my evolution?
Today I learnt that some relationships need to go through some strains to become stronger. Responsibilities when done, give a feeling of extreme joy and satisfaction. Karna hai,darna nahi. Spanish lessons are not easy to learn. Writing a blog is good.
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